So I was out in the garden today weeding, which is a little crazy because it is 100 degrees outside, and I heard my kids yelling for me. I was a bit annoyed. It wasn't a "someone is in danger" cry or a "I need you right now" cry just a "I want mom and don't want to lok for her" cry. So, I went inside. Two were upset at the third that the third wasn't doing his fair share of work. I remedied the situation and went back to my weeding, fuming that I was 'summoned' for not a great reason in my book.
And then I thought about how they know that if they call I will come. And it wasn't a bad thing. They have the assurance that their Mom loves them and is there for them, even for the little things. And I prayed that someday they would know what a privalage that is. To have someone in your life you can depend on.
After opening communication with God He took me further in to the thoughts I had. Hopefuly one day they will depend on God the same way they depend on me. To know that He is there whenever they call. And Him even more than me! I could be too far to hear or to busy to answer, but NOT God! Hopeing that they would learn this of God made think I need to learn this of God. How often is the first person I cry out to Not God, but a friend or my husband. It is good to go tho others for advice and comort, but He should be first.
I pray that we would learn to call His name first and that we would know without a shadow of a doubt that he will come to us, just like I attend to my kids needs.
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ReplyDeleteThis is a really good lesson to learn but still hard. Thanks for sharing Jenni, keep blogging :)
ReplyDeleteThis is right on Jenni! Truth!! love it, can't wait to read more. =)
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